Lester.Q

Once bitten; twice shy.

2012-01-24T05:46:00.001+08:00

Few hours ago I was playing blackjack, sipping on a can of Tiger Beer. Lost quite a bit during the game, but recoup some of the losses back. Estimated damage around 20$.
Almost played till bankrupt at some point of time, but lady luck seems to be smiling at me and at the same time punishing me for betting 2$,4$,6$ for every match. 十赌九输。

So finally first day of cny ended. I'd say it was quite okay.. Considering how I hate going to my father's side for gathering. But it all went well in the end. Collected some red packets and I can foresee I won't get over 100$ this year, again. How the hell can people get past the 500$ stage?!

I have no more visiting to do anymore. Wondering how am I gonna spend the second day of cny in a few hours time.

I pray for a wishing well.

2012-01-20T00:49:00.001+08:00

1 more day to the Eve of Chinese new year. Frankly speaking, I don't care about the red packets. It doesn't make much difference to my savings anyway. I'm more interested in the food we're having on this festive season! Hehe. Now you know where I get my weight from! :) I love fooooood I love to eat.
Give me good food 3meals, everyday, and you'll earn yourself a faithful companion for life.

Dailyscooping for 2 years and counting. Suddenly, the future that seemed to be so far, feels so near. It's like I'm not ready for it. I don't have any passion in engineering and wouldn't get a job in that field in the future. I know I don't have to find a job according to what I'm studying now. All I wanted is just a diploma certificate.
You might say I'm foolish, but I feel that I can only go this far, for now.

Unpredictable moments are the scariest.

没有了你，山河星星都是多余。

2012-01-14T04:33:00.001+08:00

Woke up quite late in the morning, lazing on my bed thinking whether to skip 2hrs lab. In the end decided to go. I've been celebrating my holidays too often this week. Hahaha.
Work after that. Friday is always a tiring day.
Homed and bathed. On my laptop to watch my favorite series!! The Vampire Diaries!! Every week only release one episodeeeee, wait until neck long alrdy.

4.33am now. Time to sleep. Another long day of selling smiles later. Seeyou, 12.30pm. 晚安 xoxo.

我想留的你却想忘掉。

2012-01-06T01:36:00.001+08:00

Got back my results for mid semester tests. It was rather surprising. I was expecting to fail all of the modules because I really did not put in much effort. To my surprise, I passed 2 and failed the other 2.
It was not a great pass nor bad fail. All I can say was it was all borderline marks. Haha. To others it might felt lousy. But to me, it was more than enough.
I wasn't the kind that would strive hard for exams. Passing will be great for me, I'm easily contented. You may say studying and achieving great results is the way of succeeding in life, I'd say it's not the only one.
Furthermore, I wouldn't even get an engineering job in the future. The future seems so far away... But come to think of it, army is like less than 1.5years' time. Cannot imagine serving the nation.
Sincerely hope that my polytechnic life will be smooth and be able to graduate without delay.
Oh ya. Almost forgot to mention something. Recently picked up a new hobby. Knitting! Really respect people who can knit well. So tedious and boring that I almost want to cry. And I'm not even 1/9999999 close to my desired target. So time consuming! Guess I'll just knit when I have the spare timeeee.

Today is Friday. Friday is a long day for me because I have to wake up for school and work after that. Thank God Its Friday? You tell me.

Happy Birthday 2012!

2012-01-01T04:14:00.001+08:00

Dailyscooping from 2pm-10.30pm. Went to Geylang for supper with fellow scoopers. Home and spent some quality time chatting with mum.
School is gonna start soon. Dreading it. I must find my turning point in life.

2011-12-31T06:51:00.001+08:00

Spent my night clubbing away at Velvet with fellow workmates!
Time check, 6.50am.
Just brushed my teeth and bathed. Need to sleep. The long day will start once I open my eyes again.
Not to mention, today is the last for year 2011.

I hope the following year comes with changes to my life. Nights!

It does not cost to smile, let me get you smiling.

2011-12-25T05:48:00.001+08:00

Lying on my bed after bathing. Just reached home not long ago. Christmas was not so anticipating.. Maybe have to blend in town decorations and atmosphere to feel it. But hate crowded places.

Went to watch Sherlock Holmes with the lovelies. It was a long and draggy show because I'm so tired.

The year is coming to an end in 6 days. I had my time in 2011. I hope next year will be better. At least it must have more reasons for me to smile than frown.
So, just some confessions about myself incase people don't understand me.
- I absolutely hate crowded places.
- dislike mingling with new people, making friends.
- Hates presentations in school because I can't articulate well.
- sometimes thinks that life is a joke. Or rather I'm a joke.
- Hates failing but is a failure.
- falls in love too fast.
- feels that I don't have a future because I'm lousy at everything.
- impatient and reckless.
- im a talkative boy.
- LASTLY IM A SHY BOY. HAHAHAHA.

Someone should create a checklist for me to help him or her accomplish the tasks. I bet it'll be fun. Anyone?

Nightmares on Quek Street.

2011-12-21T02:02:00.001+08:00

I used to wake up in the middle of the night and having the fear of turning my head or body to the other direction. Because I'd always feel that someone or something is sitting close behind me. Not kidding. It's like the feeling that you can feel someone walking towards you, that kind.
Once i dreamt of paper dolls. Those that are used for burning to spirits. Then I heard a voice saying something like " you can't escape." It really woke me up suddenly.
Everyone have something they're afraid of. Those days, those were my fears.
Now, I too tired to even care about these. I just sleep like a log.

Maybe it's just my mind playing tricks with me.

Swissy Swishy Times!

2011-12-19T05:09:00.001+08:00

Went to SwissHotel for a secondary schoolmates gathering! Pictures posted are taken with my iPhone, the rest are uploaded on Facebook.

Had an awesome time with them. When everyone is separated and busy with their own lives, moments like these are hard to come by.

We bought 5-6 bottles at Holiday Inn before meeting the rest at the designated hotel. Had dinner and went back to room for some games time!
It was not long until someone knocked out by the alcohol. It's not me, haha!
Happy hilarious crazy times. Camwhoring and chitchatting. Can't deny that they're the best pals of my life.

Stayed up till 6am in the morning while others went for work or home. Finally some space on the bed for me to sleep on. Checked out around 10.20am! Went breakfast with remaining people.
Back to hub for New Year's Eve with Jingming and Don. Lunched and went back to home sweet home.

That's how I spend my weekend, how about you?

2011-12-16T02:19:00.001+08:00

It's Friday! The week is finally getting to the end! HAHAHAHA. Shouldn't feel happy cause it means that I'm left with only 2 more weeks of holiday!

Anyway, went to Ichiban at hub for dinner with Jingming, Chiakee & Qixuan. It's been quite some time since we last met each other due to tests and stuffs. Can't wait to see the fellow secondary school mates on Saturday! It'll be a blast I think!

One and a half more day of work and I'm done for this week. 加油.

Sometimes I wonder where's that someone who will accompany me through the downs in my life.
Sometimes all I need is a friend. Someone who likes to listen to my voice.

2011-12-12T23:29:00.001+08:00

I will try to find time to post something each day. Because this is where I can look back when I need memories, proof of happy and sad moments.

Love talking things out, love having heart to heart talks recently. The only time where people can be true to themselves. Strongly believes nobody needs another to survive but needs someone to listen to their rants and problems.

Life is mundane. Sometimes I wish things can change a little.

2011-12-10T02:44:00.001+08:00

Finally done with exams! 3 weeks holiday here I comeeeeeeee.
Okay maybe not, because I have to workkkkkk.
Gonna have a hotel gathering with my fellow secondary school friends next weekend! Drink till drop.

Just finished downloading and updating songs to my phone. So happyyyyyy. Old songs definitely have a more sentimental feel, love it. Sleeping soon! Working later on! :)

2011-12-08T00:36:00.001+08:00

Officially hate Wednesdays now. HAHAHA. Sucks. I'll never gonna get what I want.
Anyway, having a paper at 3.30pm later! And I don't even know a single thingggggg. Gonna meet SHIFU in school at 10am to impart me some skills! Heard its a killer module!

After later's paper, it sort of marks the end of my mid semester tests even though there one more on Friday but it's not really counted since its mcq. Can't be that hard right, haha.
Having bkt with awesome people on Friday night, looking forwardddd.

Discover the turning point.

2011-12-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

One paper down, three more to go.
Couldn't be much happier that finally the week is going by fast.
Know I'm gonna screw up the mid semester tests again, like what I always do. I believe everything is predestined, shouldn't expect much. HAHAHAHA. What a way to console myself.

Wednesday is coming! Hope it'll not be a wasted trip this time! Really need the luck.

I used to be much slimmer. I used to be much happier. Gonna bring it all back this December holidays! Hehehe.
Gonna get a haircut too! Try out new style! :)

I see the world in a different angle now.

2011-12-04T17:57:00.001+08:00

Times changed. Days became years. It's coming to an end of year 2011. It's undeniable that it's a year that is passing at the speed of light.
I had my ups and downs in this year, can't saying its a bad year.

Habits die hard, I'm still who I am. The one who's lazy and all the way slacking, didn't give a damn about studies until exams come approaching.
I hope it's holidays everyday, but ofcause grass is always greener on the other side.
Spent my birthday with wonderful friends. This year, we've matured. It's the final year of the 一头 for us. Welcoming the age of 20 in approximately a year's time.

I'm still forever working and earning my pocket money, spending money like its not hard earned. Paying for my driving lessons and test drained me. I can't help but see the digits of my bank account decreasing like it got struck with a case of Cancer or Tumor disease, and I mean, the LAST STAGE.

Wish that my exams will go smoothly and sincerely hope that miracles will happen at my grades. Cant afford to fail and repeat any modules, cant take the blow.

I can't turn back time, but I really miss the old me.

2011-03-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

The only easy day is yesterday .

2011-02-20T22:51:00.001+08:00

To whatever god up there , please let me pass my maths paper tomorrow . And not to mention my other papers too .
I , Lester Quek Zheng Hao will be grateful to you .
I promise .

2011-02-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

My laptop experiencing problem again . This time , I couldn't log in at all . When prompted to type password , I key in and enter , but the screen displays some kind of errors . Like failure to login or some sort .
Not surprised at all . I give up on this laptop of mine already . Totally .

It's time for a change , with my newly bought dumbbell . (:

Got to find Win and Wilson tomorrow for some maths session . But I have to go all the way down to bukit batok .
ME IS LAZY .

2011-02-19T02:59:00.002+08:00

Year 1 semester 2 ended .
It's coming to a new phrase in life . I'm not used to the thought of having to change class every year . Though you might say I can know more friends , but still , I not good at it . I'm afraid of meeting new people .
I just want to stay in my comfort zone .

Its been a long time .

2011-02-18T00:35:00.003+08:00

I always thought that im special .
I always thought that im lucky .
I always thought that the luck will always be with me .
I always thought that everything will eventually go smoothly for me .
I always thought it was not a big deal for everything .
I always thought it wasn't my fault .
I always thought i am quite clever , able to do last minute stuffs .

I was wrong all along . This maths paper , totally proved me wrong .
I was a failure after all .
Primary school , secondary school , now even polytechnic . I never changed . I've been a failure for 18 years .
Nothing seems to succeed . Sorry for thinking youre smart , Lester .
Its time to wake up .

I always aim for " JUST PASS CAN ALREADY LAH " .
Now , i dont even know whether i can do it .
Told someone i was giving up because i had this damn feeling when i couldnt solve the questions . It was like 4 out of 5 questions . I dont want to fail , but i dont know how to do . I thought i prepared well enough . I was too naive .

If i fail my poly this time , is it the end of me ?
Can i accept it ? Is it time for me to serve the nation ?
Dont want to let my mother down . Even though i've never been a person with great achievements . I was never borned clever . I infact , was the dumbest among the slibings .
Felt that i needed triple the time of what people used .
Im scared .
Now , i only have 2 days left .

Inevitable .

2011-02-16T23:06:00.005+08:00

Lessons from 8am to 11am and then it was lunch and studying till 4pm in school .
Almost died while doing maths revision tutorials . So many formulas chapters and steps .
I just want to pass poly and get a diploma smoothly , I'm easily contented yo .

Dinner at amk hub's Soup Restaurant with relatives . First time eating it , tastes okay . I find that not really that nice . Hahaha . Dinner was 29x$ I guess .
Tomorrow , my brain is going to get fry by maths again . Also , got to run errands for my mum , it's going to be a very busy day . Too little time .

我在拼什么 ?
Live to die .
I just want to live peacefully . Even if it means alone .

It's okay if you feel empty .
It's okay if you feel sad .
It's okay if you feel disappointed .
It's okay if you feel the need to talk to someone .
It's okay if you feel like talking to the particular person .
Because , I feel you . Sometimes , we aren't any different .
We all have our scars .

Daydream .

2011-02-14T23:54:00.004+08:00

I hope I have the brain of a genius , preferable Einstein or Thomas Edison .
I hope there is a human memory card that saves informations with a click .
I hope my brain works like a sponge , able to absorb stuffs easily .
I hope I know what's coming out for exams so that I can prepare .
I hope we are able to discuss on how to do during exams .
I hope maths isn't that complex as it seemed .
I hope principle of electrical electronics engineering isn't terrifying as it sound .
I hope digital electronics isn't that difficult to understand .
I hope I can be more hardworking .
I hope I can turn back time so that i won't cause any regret , like now .

No mood study no mood revise no mood drag myself out of the bed only got mood to sleep .

Life's like this .

2011-02-14T00:40:00.004+08:00

As usual , Valentine's day is just a normal day for me .
We still have to breathe .
We still have to worry about money .
We still have to go school / work .
We still have to carry on with our lives .
We'll still have to die .

I don't have to wait till Valentine's day to treat someone right , nobody have to .

Happy birthday Don !

笑话 .

2011-02-13T03:13:00.002+08:00

如果有人能体验我的日子是怎么度过的 , 他就能知道我的苦衷 .
如果我不够乐观 , 我早已不在 .
如果世上真的有如果 , 有奇迹 , 为何还不到我呢 ?
有时真的厌倦了人生 .
我不喜欢等待 , 但不知如何是好 .
没人能了解 .
老天到底是要我珍惜一切还是给我痛苦一生 ?

2011-02-12T00:01:00.002+08:00

I'm happy with my life , but I'm not happy with myself .

I don't want to be heaven's joke .
Just , let me off .

2011-02-10T21:19:00.003+08:00

My energy drained from doing maths today . Sat beside Win and he taught me methods of solving integration problems . After that was feeling really exhausted . Looks like I haven't been using my brain for a long time . After lecture went to computer lab during break with classmates , they slack around play wow or chat while I sleep .
Then it's maths tutorial ! People ask me what I'm doing , I told them , 在石头 . LOL ! Couldn't go on absorbing anymore . :< my brain has limited memory space .
Intended to jog at 8pm today , but I fell asleep at 7plus . Woke up at 9pm , around 28 mins ago ! Ohmy , getting fatter already . Tell me , who likes ball :(
No valentine this year , again . Going to spend it studying I guess .

There's maths lesson , oral conversation test and work tomorrow . Sighhhhhhhhhh sucks to be poor and stupid .

In the past , I could stay up late in the night because I know I've got your accompany .
Now , I could barely do that . Is it you who changed me , or is it i've changed after you're gone .

Time is going by so much faster than I .

2011-02-10T00:46:00.002+08:00

Every second i waste is more than i can take .
Really have to study intensively soon .

Im hungry right now so i guess i should go to sleep .

Just saying .

2011-02-08T23:51:00.007+08:00

No matter how determined someone is to make a promise to you and keep it , there'll be this one day they'll break it .
Humans are heartbreaking monsters . Someone break your heart and you break someone's heart , what a vicious cycle .

My eyes felt like they haven't been closed for 18 years . Drained out by stuffs around me . I feel that this body of mine is dying , cannot take it anymore .
There is this one thing I really hope to do . But I know it can never be accomplished . At least , not now , not soon .
I feel like I'm a burden to people . I feel inferior . I feel , helpless .

Sometimes I just feel like lying down and do nothing . I need a place that I can disappear to , for awhile . Awhile will be good .

Happy 19th .

2011-02-08T01:03:00.003+08:00

Monday was great , I reached school around 10am , 12.30pm go home ! Skip the lessons in the afternoon !

You see , I had my reasons .
The lecturer will be singing lullaby to me for 4 hours , and the lenovo technician coming to repair my laptop .
It was the 2nd time I see my 2k laptop unscrew into many parts infront of my face , though i had tons of problems with my laptop in the past cause of bluescreen . The first few experiences was rebooting reformatting . Laptops nowadays are getting worst ~

Had a jogging and supper session with TimmyYap just now .
I'm the first person to wish and text him , where to find this kind of bestfriend ?!

Looks like the tagboard is flooding with crap . Going to remove it soon .
Anyway ,
time for bed , goodnight ! Happy birthday Timmy yap !

Lemon tree

2011-02-06T21:04:00.005+08:00

I'm wasting my time , I got nothing to do .
I'm hanging around , I'm waiting for you but nothing ever happens , and I wonder .
Spent my OH SO WONDERFUL Sunday at home , doing nothing .
Laptop broke down again . This is the 988822728343377xxxxxxx times . Not able to watch shows online alrdy ):

I whine when there's school .
I rant when I have to work .
I complain when I'm rotting at home .
Nothing can satisfy me , is it the end of my life soonnnnnn ?
We live to die . That . Is . Very . Ironic .
Sometimes I wonder if life is a joke , or the joke is on me only .

Ohno there's school tomorrow .
Monday blues reds pinks blacks purples whites greys greens browns yellows .
I WHINED .

Edited -
Finished playing make 10 poker with mum and sister . Lost around 10$ today . Luck is really low . Popped flu medicine . Preparing to sleep now . Goodnight !

2011-02-06T03:55:00.004+08:00

Walking to kb Mac for breakfast now , after hours of night gambling at Alex's house . Keep betting 2$ each time and win lose win lose , in the end lost 14$ . Lol , lady luck is really not smiling at me .

I'm a goodboy today cause I stayed at home till night !
Faster praise wo !

Oh , it's Monday soon . MOAN DAY .

Edited -

Just reached home after eating my Macdonalds breakfast deluxe and a egg mcmuffin ! I know it's not healthy to do it , but I don't care , I'm fat anyway ! LOL .

Alright , time to sleep baby . Goodnight .
Missyou .

Differences .

2011-02-05T05:05:00.003+08:00

A night filled with blackjacks and laughters .
Age is really catching up with me , last time I could withstand two days without sleeping . Now , not even one .
Just had my bath and it's time to sleep , nights ! :>

Xoxo .

2011-02-04T03:20:00.004+08:00

Happiest Chinese new year ever .
Was so dreading and lazy to go to my father's side for visiting . So we leave house around 5plus pm , it was just across the road .
When we reached , the house only left my grandma , most of them went off and some were at coffeeshop la kopi . It certainly was a great start . Exchanged oranges and slacked for around 15mins and off we go !
Then it was off to my mother's side to visit another grandma ! Slacked till 8 plus , dinner and went out to meet Poon for some starbucks session at Thomson !

Waited for more than one and a half hour for Weizhi and Benghoe . Bought a pack of pokercards and two 1.5litres drinks to some place to continue slacking . Some jokes among us , couldnt stop laughing , especially when Poon ask Weizhi what twitter name he want to put , he replied " Aiya skyboi la " . EPIC .

Benghoe say he wants to go toilet so he left alone to find one . After a while , we heard loud bangs or some sort of slamming . Three of us thought who so crazy in the middle of the night create so much noise . Then benghoe came back and say just now the toilet door stucked , so he blast it with his legs . Lol . Walked back to kb mac for supper aftermath .

And now , I'm here lying on bed hugging my bolster preparing to sleep . :)
Indeed , it was a good day .

2011-02-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

Deleted the post I just posted . Don't think there's a need for it .

Hates Chinese new year . Have to spend money on clothes then earn back through irritating and annoying relatives .

Changes .

2011-02-02T01:30:00.002+08:00

Don't know what will happen if there isn't any changes back then .
We could be much happier . Could be .

Been really bad tempered recently . Don't really like the feeling of it , pissed off over small stuffs . Am I changing ?
What happened to my smiles ? What happened to your smiles ?
What happened to our smiles ?

Good things break apart so that better things can fall in place . I hope so .

Don't look back .

2011-01-31T21:53:00.004+08:00

Heart heals but scars stay .
Smiles appears but heart's pain .
Trust gained but never the same .
You're here but always a friend .

One more day of school before Chinese new year comes ! Only looking forward to the GOOD FOOD part . ^^
Going down to The Dailyscoop tomorrow to get some ice-cream tubs home , though the weather is really insanely cold recently but I don't care ! Haha ! Then at night have to accompany mum to market to do some last minute grocery shopping . Say nicely is accompany , if not it's me becoming her coolie .

I hope tomorrow morning won't rain , so that I won't have excuse to skip lesson in the morning .
Love relations for life , slack chitchat video session ! No test no quiz :)
I think I really need alot of rest . Dark circles around my eyes are becoming BLACK CIRCLES .
Any cure for it ? ):

Live life with no regrets . Being contented with the people and stuffs around you , that's the only way to be happy .

Past tense .

2011-01-31T00:04:00.003+08:00

Maybe it's kind of dumb . All the things in life doesnt come free .
Can't expect a return if i don't do something about it . Can't expect a return even if I give out .
It doesn't work that way . I don't know how it works .
I'm still finding the way back into your heart .

Yes I know I can live without you , everyone can live without the need of others . But I know my life will not be as colorful or exciting .
I have to admit , it's never coming back .
You're never coming back .

A dead end .

2011-01-30T01:49:00.006+08:00

Didn't really rest on my weekends .
Have to work for cash cash cash ! Been really tight on it this month . Blame myself for eating too much and spending on unnecessary stuffs .
Chinese newyear is coming and I don't feel the atmosphere at all . I don't like this festival . It's the day where all the relatives gather in a house and start gossiping . Saying about how fat thin black white ugly handsome lousy good you become . The angbao money they give isn't alot also , still give attitude . As miserable as 4$ also dare give .

What a sad life I have . Work starts at 1pm on a Sunday ! Everytime when I reach home , I don't have mood or energy for other things anymore . Not to mention even going to bathe .
Ok it's getting late already . I should sleep now .

How can I forget such wonderful memories ?
The goodmorning and goodnight texts .
The rantings .
The sad times .
The happy moments .
The time when you made me feel like I need no one but you .
The name on my phone that made me stop everything that I'm doing to reply you .
It's never coming back .

You just did the most impossible thing ,

2011-01-28T22:17:00.003+08:00

caught my heart .
Now , I have a heart that wants you to stay .

Break my wings or i'll never leave .

-Whole day out , was exhausted .
-Reached school around 9+ and lessons ended at 11am .
-Lunched and meet Shaun at Holland V .
-Left alone to go town for appointment .
-Shopped around abit .
-Meet Wendy for British takeaway !
-Cabbed her to Holland V for work and myself to Queensway . Shop somemore .
-Went to Ikea for dinner , didnt really like the menu today so got myself a hotdog bun with drink instead .
-Bus back amk .
-Help mummy buy 4D , toto .
-Finally home .

That basically sums up my day , how about you ?
Have you smiled today ?

2011-01-27T19:12:00.002+08:00

V E R Y B R O K E N O W A D A Y S , C A N G O B L O C K D O W N S T A I R S E A T G R A S S .

WISH .

2011-01-27T18:58:00.004+08:00

Everytime i see you , my heart breaks into a (:
Im not a Stomper , Im a Stalker .
No one will know that i exist .
Dont worry , you're safe . I wont publicise your beauty , im selfish .
I'll
Be
Here
Watching
Over
You ,
Like a guardian angel .

Even the happiest person in the world can fall .
If that happens to me , i know there'll be memories to cushion me .

2011-01-26T20:23:00.004+08:00

Memories can make us smile and tear us apart .
Hopes can bring us up and cause us to fall .
Even though fireworks look pretty in the nightskies , it doesn't last long .
No one is perfect .
Nothing is forever .
Nobody will be there for you , when you don't allow them to .

I don't need courage to love . I need you to love .

2011-01-25T20:22:00.002+08:00

Hair can grow , memories cannot be erased .
People can change , photos remains the same .
Lies can be made , moments etched in heart .
Trust can be lost , nobody can ever replace you .
Feelings can fade , but i'll never forget you .

Tomorrow is gonna be great , because i only have around 3 hours of lessons ! Then its off to SSDC for enrolment . Might be meeting my beloved grandson Benghoe for kbox session too . (:
Enough of happy stuffs , its time for something serious .

EXAMS ARE COMING . 21FEB . OHMYOHMY .
Never even hand in tutorials since the start of year 1 sem 2 . How am i going to survive ?
I wonder how , i wonder why .

2011-01-24T22:06:00.003+08:00

Hi , to people who still remembers my blog . It's been such a long time since I've blogged . Currently busy schooling ( skipping lessons , doing other things except paying attention to lectures and doing my tutorials. ) , fooling around and enjoying my life to the fullest .
I realized something , as we grow older , we tend to spend more money . Dont know why , all of us can survive our breaktimes or even the whole day with a pathetic amount of 2$ . It's really kinda crazy if you were to do it now . Even a drink in foodcourt in school would cost 1.20$ !
So what ? We're left with 80cents to get 8 packets of seaweed . Oh btw , has the price of seaweed increase ?
Hahahaha . I'm still working till now ! And not planning when to quit , or don't intend to . Gonna work as long as possible . This is the age where we will all chiong like there's no tomorrow , resisting temptations and keep the digits in our bank accounts look healthy .
So not gonna give up working even though I'm bored , sick and tired of it . Have to support myself as well as my cravings for food , and most importantly I'm learning driving soon ! Just passed my btt ( basic theory test ) , YAY ! :> I know alot of people sure say " chey btt only happy for what , I alrdy got my license Liao " . But hey , my birthday's on nov eh ! Dont compare leh , get license then send me to school la ! LOL .

Well , as for my studies , it isn't that good , not great all along ! Just trying to pass everything , just hoping to get a diploma and I'll be contented . Certificate is everything , I know . But I'm not cut out for studies ! So don't force me ( hahaha my family never give me stress Siak )

Okay you just wasted at least 3 mins , if you're fast , and 5 mins if youre slow , reading my crap . Shall blog again soon !
Hehehe . Alright people , this is Lesterqueky , signing off from my iPhone ! :>

2010-11-10T18:00:00.003+08:00

Im tired . But i know i sure cant / wont sleep after i go for my bath !
So here i am blogging , trying to kill some time .
Recently so many slashing cases ah , make me so insecure outside ! Hahahahahaha , i think must bring shades and walkstick out next time , incase someone say i stare at themmmmmmmmmmmmm .

Just spent a bomb on my iphone . This month no money eat alrdy , prepare to go downstairs pluck grass ! My phone cover is yellow , and so is my lockscreen , a yellow duck ! hehehehehe .

Seems like this semester is quite slack . Or is it only me ? Because i haven't been doing any tutorials at home , not paying attention in class too . Exam's coming soon , in like 3-4 weeks ?! While the olevels students are going to enjoy their holidays , we're having exams ! :(

Gonna have crystal jade buffet tmr , as a farewell for Ahheng , who's going in army ! Anyway Chinkoon , takecare of yourself inside too ! Today's your last day of freedom , then its tekkong chalet !

Have been drawing lately , anyone who wants a change of display on msn or fb can tell me ! HAHAHAHAHA .

We're one , but not the same .

2010-11-03T15:38:00.001+08:00

IM FINALLY 18 ! HEHEHEHEHE .
(:
Thanks everyone for the wishes whether is it through msn , texts or fb !

Its time to go work nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww .

Gone .

2010-10-24T13:10:00.006+08:00

Yesterday woke up after a call from my boss . She's around AMK area so intending to give me a ride to work ! Hahahaha . Was saying that i plan to cut hair next week , then she says wanna bring me go the salon to tell the hairdresser . I thought she was just joking .
While i was working halfway , she told me to follow her . She brought me to the salon few shops away from ours , and told the person i'll be dropping by next week to snip off my hair . LOL .
WHY EVERYONE LIKE THAT , WANT MY HAIR GONE ):
Flu and cough is making me lag at work . HAZE AH HAZE .

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING ( HINT HINT ! )

2010-10-21T22:02:00.003+08:00

Paranormal Activity 2 was quite a joke . The ending sucks and i bet its a cheap and budget production ..
Haze is destroying our lives . Causing me to have a slight sorethroat ! No amount of water can cease it . I hate getting sorethroat , cough and flu . ):

Having 2 hrs of lesson of Teamwork and Communication skills tmr , from 10am - 12pm . Then off to work at 1pm ! Ohya did i mention i had 4 hours of Engineering Mathematics today ? I almost died of boredom . Was practically wasting my time away trying to master pen spinning . LOL . And i dont even have a pen , i borrowed it from Swansim . HE SAW I DROPPED TOO MANY TIMES AND DECIDED TO TAKE IT BACK . LOL . ):

Its gonna be Friday soon ! TGIF !

2010-10-20T20:33:00.004+08:00

Class ended around 11am today ! Even though it was early dismissal and i should feel happy about that , i had to wait for Qixuan for icecream at TDS ! Like a fool siak sat there rot for approximately one hour , almost fell asleep .

Had our icecreams and went back amk hub for movie - Life as we know it .

And Qixuan was being a joke . Initially she wanted to watch The Child's eye . But the 3D version was 11$ . Then i asked her whether wanna watch without 3D , she said it will be too late as we might have to rot in hub for more than 1 hour .

So we bought the tickets for , Life as we know it . JUST RIGHT AFTER THAT , SHE TOLD ME SHE WANNA WATCH THE CHILD'S EYE AGAIN . Still wanna see if can change movie anot . WHAT A JOKE . LOL . So the person at the counter asked whats the reason , i anyhow bomb one . I dont even know what im talking about , but he said he'll go check it for us . LOL I THINK HE JUST WALK IN SLACK AWHILE WITHOUT ASKING THEN WALK OUT AGAIN . As expected , failed . So we just stick with it .

Ended and off we go to get KOI for my sister and myself . Freaking wait for 15-20mins just for cups of bubbletea .

I AM VERY SAD NOWADAYS . BECAUSE I CANT CHANGE PHONE . CANNOT BUY NEW ONE BECAUSE OF PLAN LIMITATIONS . CANNOT BUY SECOND HAND ONE BECAUSE TOO EXPENSIVE , NOT WORTH IT .

WHAT TO DO .

2010-10-19T18:56:00.005+08:00

( This is solely Holland V The DailyScoop Branch Staffs , and boss . )

Had a long and tiring day yesterday . First day of school , wasnt that great . Lecturers started teaching already , nothing go in my brain . Anyway , school just reopened , and in less than 2 months , we'll be having our Mid Semester Test ( MST ) again .

I've observed the way my lectures speaks . Its fucking hilarious .

I wonder where they learnt it from .

Below are two examples .

Lecturer : Class , this is the second semester for this year . Thumb fries .

Actual : Class , this is the second semester for this year . Time flies .

Lecturer : All the practices can be found in the blackbox .

Actual : All the practices can be found in the blackboard .

FYI , blackboard is a website for sp students to access their modules stuffs .
HAHAHAHA !

So the day started with me going to koufu to pack my lunch and sat somewhere with Wilson to have my lunch !

Eat , sweat .

My shirt was practically wet . LOL .

Then lessons ended around 5pm . While waiting for Jieying and Junlong to meet me , i went FC5 to have subway ! Hehehehe .

Proceeded to I-DONT-KNOW-WHERE to have company dinner .

4 tables , estimated around 40+ people came .

After dinner was photo taking session !

Went home aftermathhhhhhh .

YAY ! I SURVIVED MONDAY AND TUESDAY . TMR'S GONNA BE GREAT , CAUSE LESSONS END AT 11.30AM . HAHAHAHAHA . BTW I SKIPPED TODAY'S LOVE RELATIONS FOR LIFE MODULE AT 8AM . LOL .

JOKE !

2010-10-18T09:01:00.002+08:00

Stepped out of my house and received a sms by class rep .
" Hi class , Xunan here . Mr. Wong ( PEEE 2 lecturer ) just called . There is no tutorial class for today . Those interested to be assistant class rep pls go anyway . "

First day first lesson cancelled . What a joke . LOL . And i've to walk all the way back home . Even though it just a minute walk away from my house .
Initially planned to have breakfast and slowly take my own sweet time to school , but i guess going back home would be better .

2010-10-18T00:59:00.003+08:00

Its , 1.10am , October 18 Year 2010 .
Its the start of school and the end of holidays .
2months of holidays passed so fast .

I have 9.30am class later on and im not asleep yet . Im so dead . Gonna go for TDS company dinner at night . Its gonna be a long and busy day .

In short to summarise my past few days : I spent alot of money and i didnt adjust my body clock back for school . I dread school as usual . The thought of travelling from AMK to Dover , simply sucks .

Time to sleep , kthxbai .

2010-10-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Blackout .
Yes , this was what happened to my working place just now .
After i churned my icecream , as usual i'd switch off the machine . This time , its different . The whole shop blackout after i did it .
LOL .

So everyone was like sitting in a dark shop , and staffs were like trying to serve customers at the counter but couldnt do it . Haha , i even tried to give sample to a customer , and i guess he didnt really see it , and he missed !

But it only lasted for a couple of minutes ! Haha ! Imagine all the freezers stopped functioning and icecreams are inside . All of it ! Can add milk and sugar syrup , make milkshakes drink for 1 year if really couldnt solve the blackout problem by just now , lol .

Went to supper after that at Tanglinnnnnnnnnnnn , and had the biggest cup of milo i've ever drank . 1.40$ ! Hahaha ! And yea , thanks Wendy for driving us back home !

Going out for bag hunting tomorow , probably Orchard !

I WANNA BE 18 SOON .
I WANNA BE 18 FAST .
I WANNA BE 18 , NOW .

2010-10-16T00:40:00.004+08:00

( I realised i hold my painting upside down . LOL ! )

Board the bus and off i go to meet Shaun at Holland V for lunch and work !

It was a busy dayyyyyyyyyyyyy , waffles and customers coming in nonstop at night . My eyelids are like weighing 3000kg each . Nevertheless , i've churned 33 lots today !

Still unable to break my record of 41 lotssssssssssssssss .

Tmr , work again . But supper after that ! Wanton meeeeeee , here i comeeeeeeee ! (:

2 more days left to school .

YAY OR NAY .

ANYWAY PEOPLE , THIS IS WHERE I WORK AT . FEEL FREE TO VISIT ME ! HEHEHEHE .

http://thedailyscoop.com.sg !

IM BORED

2010-10-14T20:43:00.005+08:00

Okay i finally got through Starhub . Now im disappointed . Because they told me i've wait till 21month of my contract before i can get voucher and recontract again . If not i'd have to pay extra 200$ for it . ):

Im eyeing on my sister's contract now ! Hhehehehehehe . Hope she let me .

School is reopening soon , not mentally and physically prepared yet . Dread going school , bringing my heavyweight laptop , and tapping my ezlink card because its adult fare .

I've gems module on Tuesday , but my only friend who chooses the same as me isnt going for it , cause he has something on .

Aw sucks , does it mean i have to go alone ? People , my module's Love Relations for Life . GO ALONE LIKE WTFBBQ . LOL .

8AM SOMEMORE . AMK TO DOVER LIKE JOURNEY TO THE WEST .

Had alot of stuffs going around in my mind but somehow i just cant type it out . I dont know how to too .

Been working continuously these days , kinda tired . I wonder how can i work so many days in the pastttttttttttttttt .

Gonna jog with my dearest blockmate in like a few minutes time .

And watching superman , when i get back ! Hohoho !

2010-10-14T01:59:00.001+08:00

I've tried calling Starhub regarding my internet and mobile phone . They just keep holding my call . ARE THEY SO BUSYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY .

Gonna try again , after my work later !

LIFE .

2010-10-13T02:31:00.004+08:00

Let me start off from where i left it .

May - Work and school .

June - Work , school and finally holidays !

( Somewhere in between , Mid semester test ? )

July - Start of school , continue working .

August - Not feeling the urgency to study for exams at all . Continue slacking away in lectures and tutorials . Continue working .

August End - OH SHIT ITS TIME TO GET MYSELF PREPARED FOR THE PAPERS . HOPE AT LEAST A PASS FOR EVERYTHING ! But still , continue working . Holidays .

September - DIE LIAO DIE LIAO , WHERE GOT TIME COVER FINISH ALL THE CHAPTERS . WHATS FLIPFLOPS , BINARY , QUOTIENT RULE , CHAIN RULE , CAPACITORS ?!

Mid September - Ah phewwwwww , finally i dont have to struggle with it anymore . Cant be undo anyway !

Start of October - OMG RESULTS !!! Gonna die jialat jialat this time ): . Dying each day before i finally receive the results .
( Checked . ) - YAY !!!!! ALL PASSED , GPA CUI . LOL . But no worries , allowed to continue !

Mid October - WHICH IS SOON . SEM 2 IS COMING . SCHOOL IS GONNA REOPEN . NO MORE LATE NIGHTS , SLACKING , LESS WORK , LESS MONEY , MORE CRAP STUFFS TO STUDY . SHITTTTTTTTTTTT .

HI GUYS !

2010-10-12T18:04:00.012+08:00

HI GUYS .
IM NOT DEAD , JUST ALITTLE BIT LAZY . HEHEHEHEHE .
Alot of things happened since i last blogged !

Im so bored now . Gonna have dinner with my dearest blockmate sooooooon .
Holidays are coming to an end , it sucks . Ok maybe it sucks to be in NYP , SP , RP . Because NP has one more week of holidays longer than us !

Woke up early today to choose my GEMS module . 9am . Can you imagineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . Hhahahahaha ! And i got into Love Relations for Life . Hope it'll be slack like what others say ! LOL . Dont need strive for excellence , pass enough for me . (:

Ohyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa , gonna get a bag for myself within this week ! If not my left shoulder is gonna break anytime , REAL SOON . And also a printer by this month ? PHONE TOO PHONE TOO . WO YAO HUAN DIAN HUA . ): Will see how !
I know alot of people are telling me to cut hair , i know lah i know lah . WILL ONE LAH DONT WORRY . SOON SOON . LOL .
Shall adjust my body clock back , for school .

Just hope my notes wont learn new skill : FLY .

Ok just before i go off , i wanna say ,

im goodboi92 today . HEHEHEHE .

2010-04-30T12:19:00.003+08:00

TGIF ?

To almost everyone , friday is a "HAPPY LIKE BIRD" day .
To me , even though i dont have any lessons on every friday ; dont have to sqeeuze in the mrt to dover every morning ; queue up for food in any of the foodcourts in school ; attending boring lectures & tutorials . BUT I STILL HAVE WORK .

(N)
No choice , no money , no life .

2010-04-12T02:48:00.002+08:00

Had my hands soaked in water for hours .
Changed task with Shaun and got fullblasted by customers with freeflowing of plates , cups and many more .
Shouldnt have chose such a task on Sundays . Its a nightmare .
But on the other hand , its the most relaxing of all .
:)

School's starting soon and i dont intend to go for any programmes or event before the actual term commences ! Hope i wont be lonely yo . Anyway , if anyone have songs that's rather depressing or emo till die those kind , please be a kind soul and send me .
Apparently , emo freak songs sounds nicer .

2010-04-11T02:07:00.002+08:00

2010-04-10T01:35:00.004+08:00

Tiring day yo !
Went out to get qq's present at orchard . The 3rd day im going orchard , lol . Cannot go out liao busfare damn expensive . Like can rip my one month's pay off ! LOL .
Spent some time walking around the area trying to get something for him . Poon see anything also wanna buy . HAHAHA .

Then meet the rest at ps 5+ . Don dragged me to eat foodcourt , but on the way there i say " LETS GO EAT MAHATTHAN ." We briefly looked through the menu outside , when i was about to walk away , he tell me he wanna eat . Then after eating he told me to pay half ! I THOUGHT PEOPLE JIO PEOPLE TREAT SIAK . HAHAHAHA . So after that went ichiban and then to esplanade .

Slacked till ard 9+ or so , chewling and beng came . The cake power , with m&n sweets and super thick sugar coating . Will get diabeties if eat this for 3 days . Maybe weiling's love to qq too power alrdy ah , thats why so sweet .

Yup , and board wrong bus on the way home . Reached home like 30mins agooooooooooo .

Tmr's gonna be another tiring day too , work . 3 offdays came to an end . Its back to reality yo , kinda sian .

Ohya , rmb what poon said on that day we had steamboat .
When weizhi or dont know who was looking something like chopsticks or whatever shit that is , poon pointed to its nostrils and said its in there .
Then he told us he's like doraemon . XIAO DING DANG .
Got the pocket imba with lotsa stuffs . LOL .

Too much is never enough .

2010-04-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS ! I know you guys missed me ! :D

Im such a happyboy today , becos my baby is here with me ! Like finally .
(:

From now on ,
My joy & sadness , i'll share it all with you . You'll be the first to know .
My rants and nagging , will never cease without you by my side .
Whatever i do , you'll be the first to know .
Whoever i miss , you'll be the one to know .
What secrets i have , you wont be kept in the dark .

With you by my side , too much is never enough .
I love you , W510 .
<3

By the way , happybirthday my lovely SeahQinquan .
:D

2010-02-16T14:16:00.000+08:00

The Lovely Bones .

I'D RATHER .

2010-02-14T03:10:00.004+08:00

Happy chinese new year and Valentine day everyone !
Nice one , i think im getting fever soon .
On such a JOYOUS occasion .

Anyway , happy birthday Donny .
(:

Anyone , please call or text me to show that you still careeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
My mobile will be on 24/7 .

2010-01-19T15:02:00.008+08:00

HI , THIS IS ME . IM BITE-SIZED .
You can add toppings , iceing or chocolate sauce on me , i taste really
sweet even without those actually .
But i know you cant bear to eat me .
(:

Can do household chores , sleep late wake up early .
Provide me 3 meals daily and i'll be contented .
I am a great helper !
Last but not least , free delivery service to your doorstep .
:D

Prices are negotiable .
Leave a tag if youre interested !
While stocks last !

2010-01-14T02:20:00.004+08:00

Ok , guess its a great improvement for me .
Being a F9-er for Emaths , getting a C5 for olevels is a big leap .
Being a E8-er for Combined Science ( phy/chem ) , getting a B4 for olevels is a surprise . ( A big one . )
Last minute mugging maybe did me some help .
Im truely satisfied with what i've achieved ( Except Art . ) . Even though its not single digit or something to be happy of , to other people .

Now , i just hope i can get into either Architecture or Landscape Architecture in SP .
:)

Year 2010 , seems like a good year afterall . SEEMS LIKE .

Bye , 2009 .

2009-12-31T01:33:00.010+08:00

Year 2009 , was a year filled with fun , laughters , cries and much more .
There were many things that kept us smiling , and not to say , making this a memorable year .

A year facing with the stress of olevels isn't that great initially . I bet thats what on everyone's mind . Even though thats the case , we're closer than any year of our secondary school life . Because we know it in our hearts , we're all going to go seperate ways after that .

Making new friends , trying new things and eventually stop contacting each other .
Thats 2010 ?

Throughout the 5 years in MF .
There are times we quarrelled because of different views ,
hating one another because of something or someone .

These are those tiny little bad things that made the good ones so good .

I still remember the days when we're in lower secondary or even secondary 3 . Working as a door to door icecream seller , filming some crap in the school toilet just because we feel like it , and even meeting on every start of the term to have breakfast or whatsoever .

I still remember the first day of secondary 3 . All the boys were excited about it , wearing long pants . That is something new to us at that time .

I still remember that day , when we worked as door to door icecream seller . When the customer slammed the door , we threw his slipper or even underwear down the block . And not to mention , throwing icecream down the block because we couldn't finish it .

I still remember that day when we were on bus to somewhere , we quarrelled with a family on bus . Causing the driver to come up to the upperdeck to resolve it .

I still remember that day we drew a 'family tree' at the playground behind my block .

I still remember the times when we got caught for our grooming and laugh it off the next day with our birdy hairstyles .

I still remember the times we feel like going to school late and so we went for our breakfast before going to school .

I still remember the 2 drinking sessions in bishan park we had . The whole group of us , having fun .

I still remember every part of our class .

I still remember the noise , troubles & problems we caused . Not forgetting , the laughters .

I still remember us cracking racist jokes and got reprimanded from Ms Balan .

I still remember Ms Balan's favourite saying , " Bad boy ! "

I still remember that chalet , which all of us had so much fun .

I still remember the days in school . Sitting in the classroom , watching Leslie grabbing Ryan on the neck . With Benghoe & Leon laughing and watching show behind .

I still remember the stare , the xialan face Leslie gave me each time i look at him .

I still remember Benghoe's voice . " Ah gonggggggg ~ "

I still remember how Mr Fam would give us INSPIRING TALKS during maths lessons instead of teaching .

I still remember the smiles you all had while taking the class photos .

I still remember that graduation day we had in the hall . When we walk up the stage and took a picture .

I still remember on 16nov , prom night . All of us were at their best , dancing and shouting on the dance floor . Taking pictures everywhere we go .

I still remember how i used to sit at my seat and watching you walk to the toilet .

I still remember , all of you .
Do you ?

Release of the results is round the corner , this may be the last time i'll see each and everyone of you .

This post , isn't only for 5Gallant 2009 . Its for people who changed my life , even if its just a little , this is for you .

Now .
People whom i love , hate and wanted to know but didnt have the chance to , lets start afresh .
Year 2010 , im gonna rock it .

Secondary school friends & life , will always be the best .
You are the reason that make me start to , smile .

Its been so long .

2009-12-24T15:41:00.002+08:00

Town with Rachel to find chiakee ytd .

Gonna meet Don for chipmunks soon , bye humans !

Happy xmas eve , and happy birthday eve to Malcolm !

Mayb gonna meet friends ltr in the night .

Anyone wants to go for steammyboat session , contact me . [:

2009-12-16T21:03:00.008+08:00

今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。　　：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？　

：好，等我五分钟。　　
：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。　
：我总要打扮一下啊。　　
：好啦，快一点喔。　

下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。　五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。　

：怎么这么慢？　　
他一副无所谓的样子说
：没啊，看个电视。　
：什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。　　
：对不起。　　

这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。　　
他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。

认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。　　虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。　　

：你最近怎么了？　　
：没有啊。　　
：那你为什么心情不好？　　
：没有啊。　　
：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？　　
：...对不起。　　
：我不要听你说对不起。　　

我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。　　

从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。　　

：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？　　
：他休学了。　　
：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？　　
：他已经一个月没来了。　　
：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？　　我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机
：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。　　

他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。　　

：喂，你还在干嘛啊？　　
：什么？　　
：ㄚ伟在医院啦。　　
：真的？他怎么了？　　
：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。　　
：我马上去。　　

我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。　　

：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？　　
他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。　　
：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？　　
他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角　　

：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。　　
：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。　　

我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着

：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。　　这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。　　

他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。　　他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。　　

过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。　　第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　第三次对不起，老婆，我... 　　................................ 　　............................ 　　................... 　　................ 　　........... 　　......... 　　..... 　　

第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟

我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第一百张照片。

History repeating every single day .

2009-12-10T00:29:00.002+08:00

Customer : One ( whatever the name of the icecream is ) please .
Queky : Cup or cone ?
Customer : Cup .
Queky : Having here or take away ?
Customer : Whats the difference ?
Queky : The cup .

2009-12-04T12:37:00.000+08:00

I'll check my phone for any texts or calls each time i wake up in the morning and at night when i end work .
So if you happen to miss me day & night , do drop me a hint .

Happy Birthday Rachel !

2009-11-27T11:59:00.001+08:00

Not forgetting , happy birthday to Qixuan on 25nov too .

A night to remember . ( Part 2 . )

2009-11-19T12:24:00.005+08:00

This picture below is supposed to be 112 . Cos we live in the same block ! :D

5GALLANT ` 09 .

I'll never forget you guys .

All the times we had .

A night to remember . ( Part 1 . )

2009-11-17T16:38:00.010+08:00

16november 2009 .
The day which many doll themselves up and look the best .
Its a night filled with fun & laughters .

Cabbed down to wisma with jingming and don to have a haircut . Met up with weizhi and haojian , and headed to the place where prom is held . Holiday Inn .

Reached there , and saw alot of people standing at the hotel lobby and entrance .
People looked totally different once they put on their makeups and dress beautifully .
Slacked at the lobby till ard 6.45am and headed up to the ballroom .
This year's theme was MASQUERADE , so the school was giving out free masks to wear .

Mrs Lim , the principal started the prom with her speech , like always .
After that , the first dish was served .
Have fun chattering and laughing with classmates . All of us were really having a good time .

At the midway , everyone was standing up and walking around to take photos with each other & stuffs like that . The food continue to serve but i guess people were just too engross in phototaking with one another .

Ms Balan ! 5Gallant's form teacher . A great one too .

Family photo below . HAHA ! ( Inside story . )

Magic show and some prize giving .
Everyone was rather high . Lets not forget about the dance .
It was sort of like a clubbing kind .
Look below . See that ?
* PUT YOUR HANDS UP IN THE AIR ! ~ *

All cramped around but was enjoying .

Jumped around . And threw Eugene high up in the air .

Push and pull each other , it was really a night to remember .

Prom ended ard 11pm . Huiling came to meet us and off we go to ktv .

Sang till 5.30am .

Home sweet home aftermath .

Didnt have all the photos of prom . Gonna update real soon after i get my hands on them .

2009-11-16T13:50:00.003+08:00

I have my reasons for doing so .
Goodbye .

Prom ltr , kbox till dawn .
Geez .

To celebrate Dongfang getting into nursing !

2009-11-14T13:06:00.003+08:00

This is Dongfang. Can anyone recognise her ? I really think she should just go nursing. Even though she look like a spy here.

I should go crop this photo and change that boy's face into my handsome face ! ^^

2009-11-10T21:44:00.002+08:00

Even though your heart may not have me , i'll care for you .
Even though rumours are saying that the world is ending is 2012 , i'll get any time i can have with you .
Even though i may not see you every now and then , absence makes the heart fonder .
Even though i may not be 24/7 online or beside my phone to answer your calls ; texts ; wishes ; questions ; prayers , i'll get to you as fast as i can .

I'll care for you , like a pearl .
The most dazzling , expensive , rarest kind .
You .

Im sorry , lets compromise !

<3 you ! (:

2009-11-05T21:45:00.003+08:00

Olevels is coming to an end real soon .
Having break now , last paper on 11nov . Which is one hour mcq for sci , phy/chem .
Honestly speaking , my papers are not fantastically done .
Im worried . But i know theres nothing i can do now .

I should have study that chapter in physics .
I should have study that chapter in maths .
I should have study that chapter in geography .
I should have study that chapter in chemistry .
I should have use more colors in my final piece of art .

Its all too late now .

And now , stranded in my house for 9 days for renovation .

Ohya , thanks to everyone who wished me advanced / on time / belated happy birthday .
(:
Appreciate it .

Reply to tags .
-: hi!
Reply : Hi !

DF: THANK YOU LESTERRRRR ! YOU'RE SO NICEEEEEEE ! HEHEEEEE !
Reply : Lol , sure .

Lynn: precious , studyhard for O's okay ! (: Reply : Haha , thanks !

Jenkin: YOO !! Lets CHiong For 'o' level ! Show no mercy to the rest . All A1s
Reply : Its impossible now . lol .

Shafiq: im the 1st to tag on ur post today.. haha! Wad u said is true.. We had bonded very well and 5G will stay together FOREVER BRO!
Reply : Haha ! YES . 5G TOGETHER . ALWAYS .

meow: miss me after graduation? justt call me =)
Reply : Lol , i know you'll contact me .

Felicia: Wow. Your post nice *thumbsup!* (:
Reply : Lol , thanks . :)

CHIAKEE: lester ! MUST GO PROM AHS ! YOU PROMISED
Reply : Lol , sure . Promise .

MARCUS: Waaa!!! So Sweet!
Reply : Lol , yes .

beng: I LOVE MISS BALAN
Reply : Love me more right .

Alex: holy mama~! i'm tagging~!
Reply : sure alex sure , lol .

RACHEL: yea man! let's strive tgt and cry when we got back out result , it's not the tears of sadness but the tears of joys! LOVES
Reply : Lol , yes . Hope so ! :D

HLmilk: =( where is me! ='(
Reply : Lol , ok . soon !

DF: Lester's way huh !
Reply : LOL . SURE .

Shuyi: HI DUMB
Shuyi!: happy birthday:)
Reply : Hi Idiot . Thanks :D

Priscilla: Quek! Haha luv your surname. so cuteee.
Reply : Love yours too ! Choooooooo .

beng: i love my ah gong
Reply : Express it !

ANN-MARIE: heyoooo, tagtagtagtag!! lol
Reply : Lol , thanks oh A , (:

andy: your post make me going cry le sia:(
Reply : Lol , so emotional ?

SingEe(:: hahah! i spot u ! DDD
Reply : Woah , lol . cute right me . LOL !

-: I finally get to use comp. Sorry for not being the first. Happy birthday (:
Reply : HAHA , nvm . thanks . (:

Priscilla: Bird!
Reply : Birdbird ah you !

Graduation , class of 2009 .

2009-10-16T20:18:00.019+08:00

Today , marks the end of our secondary school life .
Throughout the 5 years together , we grew alot .
Even though we came from different backgrounds , once we stepped into school , we're just an average student . However , all the fun we had in school , was what bonds us .
Not only the fun , but also the punishments , scoldings we got .

I remembered when i first got into 3Gallant , everyone was a stranger to each other .
There were conflicts , fights and quarrels .
But it didnt stop us from learning , growing , maturing .
There are low and high times .
We've all gone through it .

All of us got promoted to 4Gallant , nobody is left behind .
Some of us might be lagging in the race of education , but we never give up .
For more than half a year , we've been playing and relaxing .
Chatting in class , not paying attention , skipping school and lessons .
Which costs us to suffer at the very last minute .
We worked very hard .
When the results are released , there was cries and laughters .
People who left us during the journey to secondary 5 , i'll always remember that we once belong to 4Gallant 2008 .

5Gallant , year 2009 . Our results may not show our determination of going back to secondary 5 and finally poly , but we'll prove it .

I know some people look down on us , teachers are thinking that we're a disappointment ,

being mediocres . People thinks that we're just wasting one year going back .

5Gallant is not a class for stupid people . Its filled with people with potentials , filled with geniuses .

Olevels is drawing nearer , i hope you all do study hard !

And motivate each other on the way .

Its you all who made me who i am now . I thank you for the laughter and fun you all brought into my life . Its time to get serious and excel in our last examinations in secondary school .

And for all the teachers that have taught me , thanks so much .

MsBalan , even though youre only with us for this year , but it has been a pleasant one .

I'll never forget you too .

MsBalan favourite phrase : BAD BOY !

5NA , continue to rock on and do your best .

Stay in contact after the Olevels !

Our last two class photo , as 5GALLANT .

Our last walk to hall , as 5Gallant .

The smallest class in Mayflower Secondary School , consisted of 27 people .

5GALLANT , Year 2009 .
Will be gone and separated next year , but never be forgotten , for life .

I believe it'll be a funfair , instead of a horrorhouse for us .

2009-10-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

Though its hell for me now , struggling for the preparation of the olevels .
But still , this date is worth mentioning despite the crazy maths equations and alkanes/alkenes , waving at me .

October09 .

In the millions of people , we became friends .
In the millions of things happening around the world , we became bestfriends .
In the millions of wonders , i happened to have you .

Through the times ;
We comfort each other ,
We confide in each other ,
We believe in one another ,
We share our thoughts ,
We give each other strength to carry on .

Life isn't the same without you .
Please carry on , being part of me .
I want it to be forever .

You've made a difference to my life .
Hope you can stay happy everyday , with a smile hanging on your face .

Lastly , happy birthday bestfriend .
Loveyou !
Short and sweet . (:

2009-10-03T12:09:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when you're stuck in between, you don't know if you should continue or you should just give up. But somehow I just got the feeling, that soon, very soon, I'll succeed. Sooner or later, you'll see through it too.

I'll make you see through.

2009-09-26T15:24:00.004+08:00

Done pretty bad for prelims .
Got to buck uppppppppp , one more month left !
I REALLY HAVE TO . ( I wonder how many times i've said it . lol . )

Ohya , 16october's graduation !
:D
Soon , goodbye MF !

HELLO LONG COLORED HAIR .

I'll pray to whatever god i can , to make me at least get a pass for my maths & science for Olevels .
* IN PRAYING POSITION . *

Trying is never enough , i must make it to poly .

I want to get my E63 !

HAHAHA . Fake or Real ? :)

2009-09-26T14:41:00.010+08:00

AH . I HAVE A FEELING IM GOING TO DIE SOON .

Mug hard everyone ! Dont procrastinate , (:

Bye

ARGH.YOUYOUYOU!
Stop giving me your f-attitude&oneword .
Tired of your actions !
19monthsago , real/fake ?

Study Hard !

2009-09-25T10:21:00.003+08:00

LesterQuek is currently outside school library chatting .

And he have done badly for his prelims .. !!

Thats all i want to blog about , bye ! (:

I.Hate.Y ! :@

A little more time with you .

2009-09-02T20:26:00.008+08:00

I felt so old recently , energy drained out easily and low battery often . LOL .
I think i spin too much , like the picture above .

Tmr having english paper , i think i'll screw it up manszxsxsxz . Hasn't been writing compos and letters for a longlong timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . GG DUDES .
LOL . On the other hand , paper ends 9.45am tmr ! WOOOOHOOOO , MEANS I GET TO GO HOME EARLY . HAHA .

I've got 3 wishes currently , can anyone help me ?

13POINTS FOR OLEVELS . ( Bet with sister , and i reckoned i wont make it , lol . It seems like impossible . )
Wish that its eoy now .
I wish that i wont be too greedy , another 10 more wishes will do . [:

SO , ANY GENIES AROUND ? ^^

TO EVERYONE WHO ARE HAVING EXAMS NOW , STRUGGLING WITH O & N LEVELS CURRENTLY : JIAYOU ! ALL THE BEST . BESTESTLUCK . (:

Reply to tags .

dongfang !: IDIOT ! FEEL THE STRESS THEN PUT IN HARD WORK LAH ! GO STUDY NOW LOH !
Reply : HAHA , TRYING TO , BUT MY HEART ALWAYS WIN MY MIND . LOL .

Cass: HELLO & BYE
Cass: A2 ! LOL X:
Reply : FUNNY AH , OLEVELS CUI KIA , LOL !

your bf !: IM SO EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !
Reply : Not anymore , lol !

CHERYL: Jiayou for O's! ;D Mug all the way, before it's really too late!
Reply : Thanks , you too ! Jiayou jiayou ! :D Long time no contact ! Ha .

Meow: TAG!
Reply : Hi .

DF: the i will survive copy from my blog one is it ? I ORIGINAL !
Reply : NONO , SHHHH .

Queky's Friend: faster update! very long nvr tag you alrdy (:
Reply : Updated ! :D

Esta: Im here!
Reply : Youre there ! You are not alone . (:

ATTENTION : People , keep the tagboard moving ! :D

2009-08-30T11:03:00.004+08:00

MI DONGFANG PRIVATE HER BLOG !

NOW I CANT VIEW ANYMORE !

this is the only thing I feel like blogging about. Lol.

2009-08-28T18:35:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mum !
:D
Iloveyou ,

short and sweet .

<3

Maybe ,

2009-08-24T19:10:00.005+08:00

All the best .
Be positive , be happy .
Be the old you who's never sad .

Smile like him , (:

2009-08-24T18:33:00.004+08:00

I want you to smile like this , forever .

I typed , i highlight all , backspace .

Edit , highlight all , backspace .

Type again .

Everyone's changing , world's changing .

I've got to change too .

My attitude towards studies , life , and many more .

I can't afford to slack this time .

I can't flunk my papers like last time .

I can't laugh at my f9 results slip like what i've did the past few years .

Since A1 wasn't meant to be mine .

Things aren't the same anymore .

Is it too late , sometimes i wondered .

Being online , doesnt helps me at all .

I just need a motivation , an aim , a mindset to do it all .

I will survive .

One down , five more to go .

Pull up your socks , LESTER !

I'll party like crazy after Os .

I feel the stress .

2009-08-17T17:45:00.008+08:00

TIME IS RUNNING OUT . I NEED HELP IN MY MATHS AND SCIENCE SERIOUSLY .

AND NOT TO MENTION , MY COMBINED HUMANITIES WHICH I DIDNT EVEN PASS ONCE IN THIS YEAR . IM FEELING VERY TIRED EVERYDAY AND IDK WHY AND I SIMPLY DONT HAVE THE MOOD TO STUDY ON MY OWN .

I FEAR I FEAR I FEAR I WILL REGRET .

TO THINK I EVEN TOLD MY FAMILY THAT I'LL AT LEAST PASS MATHS .

WHEN IM STILL STUCKED AT F9 .

BLOOODY MATHS SCI HUMANS , IM GONNA OWN YOUR ASSES . I WILL AND I MUST .

I KNOW I'VE BEEN COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS TO PRELIMS AND OLEVELS AGAIN AND AGAIN . BUT I MUST STILL EMPHASIS IT .

2weeks 1 day TO PRELIMS .

2months 1 week 1 day TO O LEVELS .

Blog and online less often .

See me in nightclasses !

K , BAI .

Reply to tags .

nickY!: woah sweet sia today's post webcam sial! alamack lester sweet!

Reply : Crazy ? LOL . Theres nothing going on ok .

dongfang !: WALAO. YOU PUT ME AEROPLANE. YOU GOT HEART ANOT ?! RAWRRRRRRRR !

dongfang !: therefore, i hate you !

Reply : Was too tired mah ! Haha , ok lah . I promise not to put you aeroplane again . I want to ace one ^^

2009-08-14T17:11:00.008+08:00

Cheerup BITCH . (:

Comeon lah , i think you need to hear my talk again !

Then cry once more , lol .

Read your private blog and i know youre still missing him .

Its tough oh , but still have to bear it !

Remember what i once told you ?

No one is worth your tears , and the one who is , wont make you cry .

Smile , becos tmr is going to be a better day .

( AIN'T YOU TOUCHED ? THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO YOU . )

Btw , who wants to study ? CONTACT ME .

Reply to tags .

EILEEN the 高等猪: HEYO! wahahahahas.

EILEEN the 高等猪: HOHOHO! HI AGAIN!

EILEEN the 高等猪: OHOH! & HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! XD

Reply : Hi Piggy , lol . IDIOT YIYINGGGGGGG . (:

your bf !: who's your bf ? ): is it me ? (:

Reply : LOL , YESYES . :D

mimyee: hello! i was here.

Reply : Haha ! Hi , Thanks for tagging , (:

eileen: wad's up with my sister being the reward? Like wth sia

Reply : LOL ! They were playing , and just nice your sister there .

Esta: HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! (Belated) HA HA!

Reply : HAPPY BELATED NATIONAL DAY TOOOO . Crap soon , star !

shafiq: cool! i love the reward can i try to fish?

Reply : Actually you can just take number from Eileen ? :D

2009-08-10T15:20:00.000+08:00

i love my bestfriend :]

short and sweet, bestfriend you see ? :]]

TRIED FISHING IN SCHOOL ? (:

2009-08-07T12:38:00.004+08:00

Cheryee went around the school to fish ! His greatest reward was that he caught Eileen's sister ! Haha . [:

Didnt went to school for celebration today , as its a waste of time plus i dont have any red shirt .

Woke up and chat with Rachel on msn ! Heard that we didnt win the class decoration , but its ok .

I know the girls had been putting alot of effort onto this wall , thanks oh ! You've did a great job .

Olevels chinese result coming out next week , i reckon i'll not get my A1 that i day & night dream about .

However , im still looking forward to it ! :D

5days no school . One word ,

SHIOK !

Reply to tags .

Queky's Friend: thanks for updating ^^

Reply : Haha ! :D:D

Esta: :D:D:D:D

Esta: Hey, my tagboard is up. Geez!

Reply : HAHA ! (: [: {: Yup , saw your tagboard , Very troublesome siak . Still need sign up one . lol .

Shuyi: Hi tagged you:)

Reply : Goodgirl ! :D Hihihi .

26

2009-08-02T19:35:00.002+08:00

A BIG THANKYOU FOR UPDATING .
But it's not a good one , cause the post sounded sad sad !!

LESTERQUEK REBEL ALREADY !

Update a good one . (:

Sometimes , life's sucha boredom that we fantasize about things alot .

2009-08-02T14:26:00.004+08:00

Short-term happiness , always occur in our lives .

Making us wake up , with such a horrible feeling .

---------------------------

Channel 8 showing old show of jackiechan , again .

(N)

I update just not to let someone sad .

:D:D:D

Reply to tags .

Quek's Friend: HAHA ! whre got cheat your feeling sias ? Wah siaosiao , top for O levels ! :B

Queky's Friend: H

Queky's Friend: E

Queky's Friend: L

Queky's Friend: O

Queky's Friend: wow , your post super meaningful leh . must thank th person that help you post :] HAHAHA

Queky's Friend: ):

Reply : Haha ! Thanks oh . Hello ! Dont ): .

Esta: Smile always k. I miss your crapping. Really. Now i sad no one cheer me up alr ):

Esta: Anyways, study hard for O's. You can do it! Takecares!

Esta: study haaaaaaaaaard. MUST AH

Reply : Haha ! I miss your crapping too , rmb to msn me soon ! You study hard too oh . Takecares & thanks . (:

your bf !: where are you ? ):

Reply : Im here ! :D

2009-07-27T19:49:00.003+08:00

I've experienced it before .
All the nonsense from you , all the troubles caused by you .
The excuses you gave .
We've tried our best to help you last time .
I dont know why you're doing this .
You never change , you never .
I never want to suffer like this again .
Fuck .

26 ,

2009-07-26T20:49:00.002+08:00

HI ,
(a message from me to you)
Stay happy and smile like idiot . (:
All th best for your upcoming prelims & olevel .
Strive for all A's hoh ! Seeyou , chem pro .
BYE .

ps , it's meaningful right ! at least i didnt give a hi&bye .

GOODNIGHT !! :D

2009-07-25T18:22:00.005+08:00

RACIAL HARMONY .

Woah , Mr Yewen doing monkey face !

Benghoe looks like some kungfu master in the picture above . LOL .

First thing i saw benghoe when he stepped in class with his ethnic costume .

Me : WAH , YEWEN SIAK . LOL !

Faster say , i want to challenge 10 people !

HAHA .

Seriously , in my whole of secondary school life , i never wear ethnic costume before .

When i decided to wear it this year , raj told me its too troublesome for him to go jurong to get his costume to lend me ! He said if i agreed to pay for his cabfare , he'll be willing to . But , i was unwilling . LOL !

Ah , someone , Or rather 2 people , just cheated my feelings . Asked me out for study , and said couldn't make it in the end . Destroy my hope of becoming the top chemistry and Olevels scholar for this year . Okok , nvm , i big human got big light , forgive you 2 . LOL !

Saturday isn't fun at all , going back to school for science practicals . ):

Reply to tags .

your bf !: WHO TOLD YOU THE SECOND STORY ?! I THINK I HEARD BEFORE LEH !

Reply : Ok lah , is you ok ! LOL . Credits to my chiobu bestfriend ok . :D

beng: OMG THE SECOND STORY WAS SO GOOD THE FIRST ONE LIKE .....

Reply : Comeon , can dont like that ? LOL !

Esta: You still not enough tags ? Ha ha! Your playlist is long, very !

Reply : Haha , not enough ! You didnt tag daily alrdy ! Okok only [:

Cass: The motorbike story, touching lehs !

Reply : Lol , did you cry ? HAHA .

Queky's Friend: i dont want write name you also liddat & you finally post .

Queky's Friend: UPDATE NOW !

Reply : Haha ! You everytime bully me siak . Updated :D

Shuyi: EH I GOT LOH. NOW YOUR TURN LIAO DONT CARE DONT CARE

Reply : WHAT SECRETS SIAK , YOU WANT SCAM ME AH . LOL ! :D

2009-07-20T17:23:00.008+08:00

Everything's predestinate .

A man was looking out at the window , looking at the scenery outside his house . Then suddenly , he noticed his car being towed away as he didnt pay his instalments because of some family issues .
A pregnant woman was on her way to clinic for checkup . She was standing at the traffic light , carrying her shoulder bag and feeling rather happy about life today .
The tow truck was nearby .
The driver wanted to stop the tow truck at the traffic light as it's red . However , when he step on his brake , he found out that there's some problem with it . And was unable to stop it . But before he hit a onto the streets , he made a immediate turn .
Because the turn was so sudden , the force send the car flying . It hit the pregnant woman who was at the traffic light .

If the man pay his instalments , his car wont be towed away and mayb would not even kill the pregnant woman ?
Many things in life , we cant change it . Its all predestinate .

But i know one thing in life we can change , depending on ourselves .
And that is , our academic results .
Start revising early doesn't kills right ? So im so gonna study tonight !

P E R S E R V E R E .

Time for round 2 ,

One couple was speeding on a motorbike . As there is only one helmet , the boyfriend wears it and leaving the girlfriend with none .
As the speed of the motorbike increases , the fear in the girlfriend heart also increases . She was scared , and at the same time , telling her boyfriend to slow down .
The speed did not decelerate , it went higher and higher .
The boyfriend told the girlfriend to say iloveyou to him , then he would slows down . So she did what she was told , but the speed didnt decelerate . He told the girl that , if she's scared , hug him tight .
The boyfriend told her that the helmet on his head is annoying , couldn't make him to concentrate . So he requested her to take it off for him . And wear it herself instead .
She did what she was told . Couple of minutes later , they were found on the road , with the motorbike that was out of shape .
The boyfriend was found dead , and the girlfriend was alive , thanks to the helmet .
It seems that at that point of time when he told her to say iloveyou , he already knew his motorbike couldn't be stop . And becos of that , he wanted her to say the last iloveyou before he goes .

Now you know how great love is .

Reply to tags .

Shafiq: LOLs.... cheer ur fren UP oke??? hahaha (=
Shafiq: haven sia.... my tag haven repied yet.. LOLs
Reply : HAHA , SURESURE . Replied you alrdy :D

Shuyi: TAGGED! Olevel coming! ADD OIL ADD OIL
Shuyi: ALWAYS I TELL YOU SECRETS. NOW YOUR TURN HOR DONT CARE
Reply : Haha , will add oil . YOU WHERE GOT TELL ME SECRETS SIAK , LIAR OH ! Lol .

your bf !: OMG. YOUR POST LIKE ABIT SAD SIA ! HAHAHAAHAH ! BUT THANKS MY BF !
your bf !: TODAY I NEED TO THANK YOU FOR WASTING 1.5 HOURS TO ACCOMPANY ME TO WAIT. HAHAHAHAAHAH ! XOXO !
your bf: you ask me to tag everyday so i come online just to tag you. honoured ? SLAP YOU WHEN I SEE YOU AGAIN AR.
your bf !: IM LIKE READING THAT POST AGAIN ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! NICE POST !
Reply : Haha ! Everytime i online , the longest tag must be you . Haha ! No prob . :) Honoured , of couse ! Haha !

MJ: Billie Jean is not my lover ! She's just a girl who claims that I am the one :3
Reply : LOL ! COMEON , YOU FAKER .

Queky's Friend: HIIIII !
Queky's Friend: abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz 123456789
Queky's Friend: tag tag tag !
Reply : Hiiiiii ! :D You crazy , haha ! Tell you write name liao ! :@

Wenxi: HiHI ! (:
Reply : HELLLO !

Eileen: YO!
Reply : Yo lai yo qu ! :D

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